What My Heart Says
- –> MUFFIN | June 02 - June 17, 2009
What My Heart Says
One of the reason why
people get so sentimental…
It’s because, memories
are the only things
that don’t change…
When everything
else does…
there are things in life that you
can’t hold on forever
no matter how much you fight
for it.
sometimes destiny isn’t
always good, it’s
becomes playful.
when you met someone you
learned to love, you thought
that it was destiny who
made your paths cross.
but what if making your
paths cross is just a part of the game
that the playful destiny
create?
making you realize in the end
that the person you thought
that was destined for you
wasn’t really to stay…
but only destined to make
you feel love and leave you
when you’ve already fallen.
It’s not easy to state a
reason when you decide
to leave your love.
Some might think it’s just
an excuse… some might not
actually believe…
some may blame you… some
might even be mad at you…
what they don’t see
is the fact that…
it hurts you even more to
hurt someone who doesn’t
deserve to be hurt…
especially when you can’t
actually state the reason
why you have to leave…
You can never own something
that wasn’t never yours… so let’s
stop gripping on things we
expect to last forever…
Nothing lasts forever.
Forever is a lie…
Everything is transitory.
So while you have something
in your hand, put in mind that
it’s just borrowed…
So that someday when
it’s gone, it won’t take you
eternity just to let it go…
when your feelings get strong
for someone, its always wise to
stop for a while and give your
heart…
- a time to breath…
a time to use your mind to
weigh the situation based
on reason not on emotion…
because the saddest thing that
can happen is when one fall in
love while the other wants
nothing more than friendship…
love can sometimes
be magic…
but magic can sometimes
be an illusion…
There are times when
I wish that I was limited
to certain emotions…
so that I’ll never have to
experience pain, never feel
betrayed or disappointed, and
never get my fragile heart broken…
But the same thing means
that I’ll never know how it feels
to love and be loved in return…
the thought of it kind of
scares me…
To have a heart that’s
whole but numb… or a
heart that’s broken
but real…
Someday, we’ll all be looking
back to those days we learned
to love, get hurt, cry and fight.
Maybe when that time
comes, we’ll be laughing
at our old dumb selves…
realizing how stupid we were to stand
up for things we knew weren’t really
meant for us.
But I guess learning
takes time, and mistakes
make one’s journey fun…
Life is what we make it.
Love makes the world
go round…
So let’s live, love, and
take whatever pain it
brings…
though it’s hard to wait
around for something that
I know will never happen…
it’s harder to stop when
I know it’s everything
I’ve always wanted…
but you know what?
I’m glad…
I’m glad it happened…
We’re good
FRIENDS…
and I’m thankful for that…
take care always my
dear friend…
I’m just here…
