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What My Heart Says

One of the reason why

people get so sentimental…

It’s because, memories

are the only things

that don’t change…

When everything

else does…

there are things in life that you

can’t hold on forever

no matter how much you fight

for it.

sometimes destiny isn’t

always good, it’s

becomes playful.

when you met someone you

learned to love, you thought

that it was destiny who

made your paths cross.

but what if making your

paths cross is just a part of the game

that the playful destiny

create?

making you realize in the end

that the person you thought

that was destined for you

wasn’t really to stay…

but only destined to make

you feel love and leave you

when you’ve already fallen.

It’s not easy to state a

reason when you decide

to leave your love.

Some might think it’s just

an excuse… some might not

actually believe…

some may blame you… some

might even be mad at you…

what they don’t see

is the fact that…

it hurts you even more to

hurt someone who doesn’t

deserve to be hurt…

especially when you can’t

actually state the reason

why you have to leave…

You can never own something

that wasn’t never yours… so let’s

stop gripping on things we

expect to last forever…

Nothing lasts forever.

Forever is a lie…

Everything is transitory.

So while you have something

in your hand, put in mind that

it’s just borrowed…

So that someday when

it’s gone, it won’t take you

eternity just to let it go…

when your feelings get strong

for someone, its always wise to

stop for a while and give your

heart…

- a time to breath…

a time to use your mind to

weigh the situation based

on reason not on emotion…

because the saddest thing that

can happen is when one fall in

love while the other wants

nothing more than friendship…

love can sometimes

be magic…

but magic can sometimes

be an illusion…

There are times when

I wish that I was limited

to certain emotions…

so that I’ll never have to

experience pain, never feel

betrayed or disappointed, and

never get my fragile heart broken…

But the same thing means

that I’ll never know how it feels

to love and be loved in return…

the thought of it kind of

scares me…

To have a heart that’s

whole but numb… or a

heart that’s broken

but real…

Someday, we’ll all be looking

back to those days we learned

to love, get hurt, cry and fight.

Maybe when that time

comes, we’ll be laughing

at our old dumb selves…

realizing how stupid we were to stand

up for things we knew weren’t really

meant for us.

But I guess learning

takes time, and mistakes

make one’s journey fun…

Life is what we make it.

Love makes the world

go round…

So let’s live, love, and

take whatever pain it

brings…

though it’s hard to wait

around for something that

I know will never happen…

it’s harder to stop when

I know it’s everything

I’ve always wanted…

but you know what?

I’m glad…

I’m glad it happened…

We’re good

FRIENDS…

and I’m thankful for that…

take care always my

dear friend…

I’m just here…